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[K̷y̷oko Kuremi] 9♣ ([personal profile] factoring) wrote2023-06-12 11:43 am
metacognition: fei du refuses praise. (39.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-09 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
You -

[ surprise, there, registers on his face. ] Why did you vote for them?
metacognition: fei du won't judge. out loud. (111)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-09 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ weh. when she recoils, he reaches out - covers her hand around the coffee mug with his. ]

No- no, you don't have to apologize to me. [ his voice softens; that abysslike darkness on his face melts away for a moment, as he squeezes. ] At least there was logic behind it - I think most people just did it because Gyuhyuk was so belligerent.

It must have been close.
metacognition: fei du is survivor hero. (49.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-09 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ this is the first time that insecurity week finally strikes fei du. he's still and silent, frustrated, and he manages, voice tight: ]

I failed her. It's Shenhe who I need to apologize to. Nahri.
metacognition: fei du charges extra. (22.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-09 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
I can't say I'm surprised.

[ it's a little sardonic - he'll take the squeeze, and returns it, light, though his voice stays serious. ]

It's alright. I don't intend to stop looking for who did it.
metacognition: mean. don't ditch fei du. (169)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-09 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
Yes.

[ ... ]

I just want to know why. More than anything.
metacognition: in fei du's heart. (181)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-09 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
If they were like Libby.

[ coerced. ] Or if someone did it out of their own volition.
metacognition: fei du loves bunnies. (21)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-09 12:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ fei du sighs. maybe it's the insecurity week; for the first time, some of his many, many masks crumble, and he looks a little tired. sad, too. ]

I still think it was that stupid flamethrower. I think Shenhe swapped to ice. Whoever it was had to be an incredible fighter, to be able to handle her.
metacognition: fei du cried (but just inside.) (31.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-09 01:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's funny, because there's a reaction. fei du's not shy, at all, or averse to touch - he reaches out to others, often, but more often than not it's a carefully metered out response, the understanding that others respond well to it and so therefore it's what he should do. he's learned how to be a person by observing the reactions of others in his own right, and that makes him good at it.

... but when kyoko hugs him, there's a very soft, surprised inhale of breath, his hands twitching slightly in the air. and then... slowly, he returns it, a little stiffly in his own regard, but less like he hates it and more like it's just a surprise. like he's barely ever known tenderness in his life.

and then he exhales, shaky, and lets himself settle into it. ]


...No. And there's no way to check for it, either.
metacognition: too many steps. fei du getting frustrated. (68)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-09 02:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[ every day i think about how they're the same except kyoko is literally not a person and fei du is just broken

he gives a tiny shake of his head. ]


No. And we can't exactly subpoena their spending records.

[ dryly ]
Edited 2023-07-09 14:01 (UTC)
metacognition: fei du forced to agree. (35.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-09 02:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Basic DNA testing would've caught us a culprit immediately.

[ the bottle!!! was right there!!! it was right there!!! he'll die mad!!!!

fei du sighs, too. ]
metacognition: wham bam thank you clam. (184)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-09 02:44 pm (UTC)(link)
No.

[ ... ]

Though, I've been wondering. Sometimes, there are items with unique classifications in catalogues. I wonder if those have any special attributes. Sort of like how the food sometimes is imbued with a curse. I may buy one next week as a test.